September 27, 2008

Life Is A Journey

We are asking Mega Force/Missi Callazzo to please find it in her heart to leave us alone at this time. Life oh sometime sweet and sometime sour, yet it life and we all have to accept the sweet and the sour as this is balance. For the past three years I and Sonia have been on a journey of life like no other, little did we know what we were being prepared for? I have read the many post and good wishes everyone send my way, and I must say thank you. I start to write this journey many times and stop. I have always said your life is no different from my life, and I too face all the things you face in your day to day life. I often struggle to understand why would anyone find the needs to hurt another? How can anyone gain pleasure in sending pain to another for no reason, in the end what will they achieved from doing this is a question I ask.

I learn that only the good die young and we must all stay focus on living our best life yet, let those that feel they are hurting you and I by trying to control things keep going they too will find their end of the rainbow. Life is no longer about them it’s now about what really important, I have face and seen Sonia had to make a decision about her only child Kevin and my adopted son. We had no idea he would be diagnose with brain tumor that was hernination. I and my friend watch as they told Sonia that Kevin was brain dead, and would not survive surgery. She inform them to let him go keep him comfortable, she know Kevin would not want to live his life a vegetable. Then another surgeon came in and asks to give him a chance to operate since Kevin is young. She says no at first fearing that he wouldn’t survive the surgery base on what she was told at first. Well Kevin survive the surgery and was able to walk out of the hospital, he is not out of the wood yet and will face many challenges if and when the tumor grows back, Kevin is a very strong and brave young man that have accept whatever Jah have in store for him.

Right now I and Sonia have no time to waste on Mega Force and all those that are out to hurt us because we decided to go our way and be free and independent, We have never owe anyone any money, in fact it’s the opposite they owe us money have created major problem in order not to pay us. Yet the more they try to destroy us the more we survive. Is money so important to them that they will do anything to gain it? To roll in the mud to keep what not there to keep. Building problem when there are no problem, I say again I am making clear that none will never control Burning Spear music again, and in time all what mines will come home, nothing never happen before the time.

Jah is so real to I man in so many ways I can feel the love of the people of the world for Burning Spear, I want to sing for you my people and for Kevin each night I take the stage there are at time tears in my eyes not seeing Kevin by my side. When I sing Jah is real and you all join in I can feel the energy flowing. Yes the old Rastaman is overcome with emotion.

Sonia is so brave and strong she encourages me to go on and sing my song, don’t worry about her and Kevin. How many tears have we shed together cannot be counted. I don’t think anyone can feel the pain of a mother, doing Birkam yoga have prepare Sonia to center herself, with focus and determination she stand strong.

Oh how sweet the beat of the congas are to my soul, I have gone to the mountain top and see all those that die young. Bob Marley, Martin Luther King, Malcolm X and many more. I am not questioning my Creator by asking why the good die young nor would I be selfish to hold on to someone that their journey on this Creation has ended. I will stick to the plan that Jah have set forth for I and my family, no weeping and wailing now as we all will meet at the bank of the beautiful river when our journey have ended. Oh when the sun goes down I will call on you, no stopping my brother and sister we must go soon.

We live in a world that artificial fill will selfish needs to control life and dead at the expense of those we love, we will allow them at time to go through painful treatment that will destroy the quality of their lives out of our needs to see them. All what I have face this past few days have change me in a way I cannot explain right now. I have to say don’t be afraid to say I love you to your family and friends learn to let go when you know in your heart it’s time to let go, don’t be selfish and watch your love one suffer just to please you. Know in your heart that life is a journey accepts the birth as much of death, this journey is a bit different base on what I and Sonia and Kevin face this moment in time. The strength I see in Kevin have made me strong.

I ask Mega Force to just please leave us alone at this time. All of the nonsense has gone on for too long; I am asking anyone that knows this lady to encourage her that the time is not right now for what she continues to do. Nothing in life is worth what she has done to us, her obsession with Sonia must stop give Sonia some peace right now she is going through a lot, and you know Sonia never did you any wrong, I Burning Spear beg you to leave us alone. You don’t know us and if it was not for Ryko our path would never meet. I know Jah is real and he will help I and I to overcome the devil.

One Love
Peace Jah is Real